I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
My little LR, over the past eight years I’ve thought of you often and the day when we might finally meet. No one else can see you, but you are always with me. I talk to you, feel your hand in my hand. I can’t say that I made the wrong decision at the time, although I know I would choose differently if I could go back and do it over. Now I know I am strong enough to have made it work for us. But then I didn’t think I was and I didn’t want you to live a life of pain. I didn’t have the inner strength you needed. I didn’t have the father you needed. I didn’t think I could be enough for you. Maybe, truthfully, I didn’t think you could be enough for me. Now I know that at least the latter is untrue. Today, I am ready for you to come back home. I can understand why you might not want to and why you’ve made it so hard to bring you back into this world. But I promise you that I will give you the best life possible. I’ve loved you all this time and my love for you will only grow when I can finally hold you in my arms. I am so sorry it has taken me so long to say this to you. Please come back to earth, my angel.
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart).