I always loved you <3

Author: Stephanie
Baby Name: Sean
Birth Date: March 2013
Abortion Date: July 2013

I’m so sorry, my angel. I didn’t know what to do when I found out I was pregnant with you. Everybody was telling me how I didn’t have enough money and would end up bringing you up in poverty alone with no job or hope. I wish that I’d just been able to calm down and sleep. I physically couldn’t sleep as I was sick with worry about it all and that’s what was the reason for me just listening to everybody else because I thought they knew better.
And now I know they were planning to help me “in case I chose to have the baby” – when I didn’t think I had a choice as no-one told me they could help me, everybody kept saying what would be lost and not able to be done. I’m so sorry.
I hope you can forgive me and please come back to me one day. I loved you and still do and I’m so sorry I let you go <3