My Joy, My Flower

Author: Anonymous
Baby Name: Nonjabulo
Birth Date: 07 September 2020
Abortion Date: 25 April 2020

You were so beautiful and tiny when I saw you on the scan for the very first time.

I remember the last morning when I was by the doctor how you were kicking with so much joy on the sonar scan. I remember hearing your heartbeat for the last time and when I took the pill I remember hearing your last kick until you could not kick anymore and that’s when I knew that you were gone and I hope you forgive me.

I pray that you’re in a safe space, a happy place. My life has never been the same after losing you, sometimes I don’t find joy in living.

I will love you forever my angel.