To my angel in heaven, It has been 16 years… I think about you all the time. I know I am forgiven (by God) but it still very much hurts. A deep scar that I know won’t go away. I know when I go to heaven I will be with you. What a joyous day(…)
over 40 years have gone by and you are still the greatest regret in my life. Three diffferent times, I carried a child of God in my womb, but I was blind to that fact that you were in deed a living bosy with a soul and spirit. I was told that unless a baby(…)
My sweet little baby girl please forgive me for taking your life when I felt that I had no choice at age seventeen. I felt all alone my baby Savannah Christie 8 know the angels swept you away into the arms of Jesus and you are will be waiting for me in Heaven. I love(…)
My little girl and my little boy <3 in my Heart & Always
Dear Precious Samuel: I only knew for a few hours of your existence, then I made a hasty decision to send you to Heaven. It is over 40 years ago, but I think of you often and know that we will meet soon. Love you my precious boy.
My most precious WANTED child. Your Daddy & I was Married 1-12-1984. You were conceived in December, I wanted you more than anything. Your Granny forced me to do it, as I was forced to go back home to my parents. I finally forgave myself 10 years later. Soon after I conceived your Sister, she’s(…)
Heart break, Womb ache, No candles on the cake… I was raped, then made the choice,To remove “The tissue” like “they said” in a sweet voice. Finger pricked, got in a gown,”The Tissue” found with Ultrasound…. I couldn’t hear, I couldn’t see… The monitor was turned around… Still on the table they strapped me down…(…)
My sweet boy, please forgive me. I took your life for selfish reasons. Your father was a drunk and I was afraid to do this myself. If I could take back what I did I would in a heartbeat. I would choose you over me over and over and over again without a doubt. I(…)
39 years ago I made the heart aching decision to terminate your chance to be born into this world. Not a day has gone by that I do not feel the loss of you and how much I wish things could have turned out differently. I was 16 years old, I became pregnant on my(…)
My sweet baby girl, your father went on to marry and had four girls, so I am confident you are a girl. I was 17 and scared. Medical staff and adults in a young girl’s life are quick to tell about the option of aborting and make it so easy to end your baby’s life(…)
I’m so sorry that I didn’t protect you. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to make the right decision. You are my guiding angel now and some day I will hold you in my arms. I love you baby!
I’m so sorry my 3 sweet Angels for not having the courage to fight for you. I was a very weak and naive / stupid teenager and young Adult. I didn’t allow you sweet ones to fulfill your lives, to be all you were supposed to be, to have your own families. I have no(…)
Dear Sweet little one….how often I have thought back to that moment – after – that moment when you had left my tummy and I knew that despite what had been told me…..YOU WEREN’T just ‘cells, and tissue’. I knew, and there was nothing that I could have said or done to tell you how(…)
05.28.2020 I saw him, our son. Bright brown eyes sitting on a playground picnic table. His short brown hair was glossy in the light. Other children playing around him, a boy with blond shoulder length curly hair ran past and looked at me smiling. Our son sitting with his hands on the table by his(…)
Personal Testimony of why we should choose Life EVERY life is precious. According to the Word of God, EVERY life has a purpose. Who are we to tell God that He’s wrong? Who are we to determine who lives and who dies? Who are we to ignore a human life being ripped from his/her mother’s(…)