to my baby..
Author: Anonymous Birth Date: August 2021 Abortion Date: December 2020
I love you, don’t you ever think mommy didn’t or doesn’t love you.. I thought of you today and how it’s been almost a week since you’ve been out of mommy’s tummy. It hurts to think that I was the reason you’re gone now. it’s my deepest regret.. even though i’m just 17 I felt more than ready and reassured when I felt you and heard your heartbeat. no one around me thought it was good thought baby, but that’s not your fault okay? trust me I would’ve given you the world if only I had it all. all you need is mommy’s love baby. but I wasn’t brave enough to ignore what everyone was saying, I didn’t feel like I would be a good mother.. and this proves it. You are my angel baby and no one can take you away from me no matter how tiny you were baby. you still matter to me. i’m sorry I took you, i’m sorry it had to be me. do you forgive me? I feel like i’m not allowed to grief because there are other mothers out there that lost their baby to a miscarriage and here someone took your life baby. i’m sorry. I love you, forever
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Feb 04, 2021 @ 21:53:11
If you ever find yourself in a similar situation, know there are people out there who care about you and your baby. They will be there for you to encourage and support you. Know that I, a stranger, feel for you and wish I could have known you then to remind you how strong you are and encourage you to follow your heart. You will never be alone.
Feb 24, 2021 @ 20:21:31
Sweetheart, you do have a right to grieve. Grieve with all your might.I have the hope & peace knowing that someday I will see my baby again. I truly believe that. God has forgiven me & if you ask, He will forgive you too..I pray that my words will bring you comfort. I also pray that you forgive yourself someday. I understand your feelings though because bI too still need to forgive myself.
Feb 28, 2021 @ 23:36:33
Grieve, cry, scream, fall apart, get angry! If you don’t allow yourself to grieve the death of your child, then you cannot heal. I cried for a week straight, unable to bear the shame I couldn’t even face the thought of moving forward and I grieved heavily. Healing comes slowly over a long period of time. You may start to feel ok and then suddenly the pangs of guilt and saddness just take over. Find a support group to help you heal. Even if you aren’t ready just reach out to an abortion healing group to understand that you aren’t alone. My abortion in 1993 was horrific and coerced. I also reached out to everyone and everyone laughed at me and told me I was crazy for thinking about having the baby. Why didn’t I listen? I was young, easily manipulated, broken and ignorant of the truth. Now I have a support group and reach out and help others now. God has used tragedy to help others heal and I am grateful that I now understand that I will meet my children in Heaven. I still have moments of grief but I am forgiven and am comforted by the hope of a future in Heaven.
Apr 07, 2021 @ 14:33:06
I truly wish that people would understand and have compassion for the results of this travesty called abortion. The pain suffered after, the sometimes lifelong torture that is felt by so many survivors, needs to be honored. Those who claim to be supporters of women while they encourage them to destroy their children make me sick. I am so sorry there was no one to be there for you. I hope that you can find healing and comfort in God. He created that life, and will be there for you for the asking.