It’s never the right time, financially and emotionally. I wanted to make sure I could have given you the best with a living home family and a stable life but it wasn’t going to be possible. I wanted to give you everything and instead I end up taking everything away from you. I’m sorry I truly I’m but I wouldn’t ask for forgiveness. All I can say is I love you more then you could have imagined. As twisted as it could sound for the choice I have done. I wish you the best wherever you maybe be l here better later on my beautiful love.