My Sweet Little Boy

Author: My First Name
Baby Name: Elias
Birth Date: March 31, 2019
Abortion Date: November 29, 2018

To my sweet beautiful baby boy, i miss you so much. I am very strong to not cry or atleast try not to. I wish i never had to, i really wanted you. If everything wasnt so hard you would still be here right now. I miss feeling your kicks, you made me feel that i wasnt alone anymore. I wish i could see you, atleast hold you and tell you how much i love you. Its different without you and i just cant stop thinking of how little you were. I named you Elias, or atleast just a nickname until i decided, i lost you on November 29, 2018. All the signs throughout that day feels like it was telling me not to. If i was single, you would still be with me, your my little boy, i wish that someday, ill find you, and i get to be with you again. I fought hard for months to have you live, only to say goodbye, i wish i could tell you just how sorry i am, because im really so so sorry. I am so sorry, im against ever doing this, i miss you so much..