my 3 angels
Author: Anonymous Baby Name: Hannah Birth Date: 05/2010 Abortion Date: 11/2009
i had 2 kids already and was young. i was 21. theyre father left me and i was trying to get him back by still sleeping with him. well i ended up pregnant and i was so happy. i use to talk to my baby and had his/her future planned. i was living with my grandparents and my x told me that he loved me and wanted our family back but there was no way we could afford another baby. i slowly became depressed and cried nonstop. i even went to one abortion clinic and cried on the table during my exam, i left that day but was still extremely depressed. with him constantly in my ear and my grandparents in my ear, i ended up getting the abortion. i couldn’t deal with it. i cried and cried. i even tried reaching out to my mother because i thought i was going to kill myself. after it was done my x was nowhere around and even called me and laughed at me with his new girlfriend. i eventually got over the depression but i really was crazy for a long time. i wrote poems to my baby and picked out her name, i even talked to her and cried to her. i never found out the sex, but i always thought it was a girl. her name was going to be Hannah. i never got over me killing my own baby. if i were stronger i would have told my x to go somewhere. but i cant blame anyone but myself, i murdered my baby. i signed a paper and handed people money to kill my baby. i don’t think i can ever forgive myself
Ellen
Nov 30, 2014 @ 13:24:39
the LORD, Jesus will forgive if you ask. There is nothing that he will not forgive. He will make you whole again. GOD bless you. Praying for you.
Tsian
Apr 08, 2015 @ 08:53:36
He sounds like my abortion dad, him and his ex called me and told me terrible things and he was laughing…i cannot ever forget!!