My beautiful baby Taylor, i didnt know your gender but i had a feeling deep in my gut you were a boy. Its been nearly 6 years since i made the biggest regret of my whole life, if i could turn back the clock i would in a heartbeat. Iv Still got your scan pictures(…)
My Beautiful Baby, I miss you with ALL of my heart. It has been 29 years and the sadness and regret of not giving you life never goes away. I am SO sorry for my decision. I regret it daily and I miss you deeply daily. I know that you are at peace with the(…)
It’s been 28yrs, and every year in August are my hardest days. The month I was forced to let you go. My heart breaks remembering those times. Your dad would have been a great father, if he knew about you. And now, he joined you in Heaven 6yrs later. 28yrs I never claimed you-28yrs I(…)
Im struggling to write this year ill be honest, how can someone convey their feelings when they’ve done the worst thing to an innocent child? How do i even have the right to feel self pity in this situation, when im in the blame for what happened to you? Another year has gone by, and(…)
Tomorrow will be five years. Hasn’t been a day I haven’t thought of you. I didn’t deserve you but it doesn’t change that I fact that I miss you. I love you and I’m sorry every day. I like to believe the world still felt your presence somehow. Rest in the sweetest peace my angel(…)
To my son or daughter, It’s been 6 1/2 years since your mother told me she was getting an abortion. I tried to stop it. We argued about it for three weeks but in the end, I caved. I gave her the credit card and told her I didn’t care anymore. Not a day goes(…)
Mommy loves you two very much. I regret and feel pain everyday. I want to hold you in my arms so bad. I’ll be waiting for the day to see your faces. Please forgive me.. I love you. I miss you so much it hurts.
A mi pequeña avecilla, Francisco. Hoy se cumple un mes más de tu partida a la casa de Dios Padre. Te amo profundamente y no existe día que no me arrepienta de haberte perdido. Si pudiera volver atrás te tendría y te amaría de la misma forma que te amo pero sin este dolor que(…)
It took me nearly 10 years to acknowledge what I had done. I cloaked your death in denial and shame, but when Julie, the PACE counselor came into my life I couldn’t hide any longer. I took your life so that my mother would never know. I took your life so I would start college(…)
The feeling of being your mother was the most intense feeling I’ve ever known. Looking down at my tiny barely there belly and knowing there was someone inside there, that I never thought I could have, and knowing I couldn’t keep you broke my soul entirely. I apologized to you so many times for not(…)
My sweet angel baby… I was 14 at the time.. I found out you were coming after I tried to end my life… I was so scared… your grandmother took me to send you to God. There is not a day that goes by where I don’t think of you or feel so much guilt(…)
To my little Peanut. I first knew you were there inside me before I had taken a pregnancy test. I felt a love that wasn’t conscious of itself. It was natural and felt like a dream. And then the day I first saw you on the ultrasound. You looked like a little peanut! 🥜 Words(…)
My precious daughter, I wanted you so bad but my mom forced me to abort you. I cried and begged for you to live. You will always be a part of me Emily.
I hope you’re happy with daddy now in heaven. I remember seeing you in my womb you were the size of a pea I’d never forget. I love you my little baby❤️
There will never ever be a single day that I will not regret that you are not here. I am so broken. Every day of my life I will honor you. You didn’t deserve this. There is nothing that I could ever say that would fix what I have done but I am so so(…)