To my precious baby, I am so sorry mummy wasn’t strong enough to keep you, I am so sorry my head rules my heart, I truely believe you deserved the best mummy possible and I don’t feel I was that at that moment in time, i just want you to know I love you very(…)
I am deeply sadden to tell you my story. I was 15 years old. I was a young girl having sex with my boyfriend and his mother made me and him to think that we were doing the right thing. However it was something that tore us apart. My kids could’ve saved their fathers life(…)
My dear Miriam, Please forgive me. You hold a special place in my heart which rests on God’s mercy and love. Also on the love of our heavenly mother Mary which intercedes for all of her children.
Matthew I am so sorry we are in this situation. I was in love, and your dad told me right off the bat to “get rid of it” and we were not having a baby. Abortion shot out of his mouth, even though it was my body and should have been my choice. He bullied(…)
My beautiful baby Taylor, i didnt know your gender but i had a feeling deep in my gut you were a boy. Its been nearly 6 years since i made the biggest regret of my whole life, if i could turn back the clock i would in a heartbeat. Iv Still got your scan pictures(…)
My Beautiful Baby, I miss you with ALL of my heart. It has been 29 years and the sadness and regret of not giving you life never goes away. I am SO sorry for my decision. I regret it daily and I miss you deeply daily. I know that you are at peace with the(…)
It’s been 28yrs, and every year in August are my hardest days. The month I was forced to let you go. My heart breaks remembering those times. Your dad would have been a great father, if he knew about you. And now, he joined you in Heaven 6yrs later. 28yrs I never claimed you-28yrs I(…)
Mommy loves you two very much. I regret and feel pain everyday. I want to hold you in my arms so bad. I’ll be waiting for the day to see your faces. Please forgive me.. I love you. I miss you so much it hurts.
A mi pequeña avecilla, Francisco. Hoy se cumple un mes más de tu partida a la casa de Dios Padre. Te amo profundamente y no existe día que no me arrepienta de haberte perdido. Si pudiera volver atrás te tendría y te amaría de la misma forma que te amo pero sin este dolor que(…)
It took me nearly 10 years to acknowledge what I had done. I cloaked your death in denial and shame, but when Julie, the PACE counselor came into my life I couldn’t hide any longer. I took your life so that my mother would never know. I took your life so I would start college(…)
My sweet angel baby… I was 14 at the time.. I found out you were coming after I tried to end my life… I was so scared… your grandmother took me to send you to God. There is not a day that goes by where I don’t think of you or feel so much guilt(…)
To my little Peanut. I first knew you were there inside me before I had taken a pregnancy test. I felt a love that wasn’t conscious of itself. It was natural and felt like a dream. And then the day I first saw you on the ultrasound. You looked like a little peanut! 🥜 Words(…)
My precious daughter, I wanted you so bad but my mom forced me to abort you. I cried and begged for you to live. You will always be a part of me Emily.
My little baby… the first day I went to get a ultrasound to see how far I was I nearly broke down seeing your little body and little head and little arm. I’m only 18 years old and my life isn’t that good what would I have done with a baby… I have no money(…)
I’m writing again. I didn’t know your gender but I thought you where a boy, so I called you Andy in case you where a girl. I craved pickles those only short 7 or 8 weeks I was pregnant with you. I found out on Christmas day I was pregnant. It was a shock to(…)