To my beloved child I have been missing for over 40 years..
With one child already…you were inconvenient. Can you believe I was so stupid those 40 plus years ago? The biggest mistake of my life. After having 2 more sons who are now grown, I can only imagine how much joy you would have brought to the world and to your 3 brothers who never knew you existed.. I know, and remember you each time we have a family get together and I think about those moments with you and with the grandkids I’ll never know. Please forgive me…your father.