Please forgive me for not trying harder. We were so young and I had no idea what to do, I couldn’t talk to anyone. I wanted to take care of you but I was just as young as your mum and didn’t know how to. Before I knew it you were gone, without a chance to save you. I’ve thought about you since. I love your mother. But I’ve carried this burden because now that I’m older I know what else I could have done to try and save you. I’m sorry I didn’t do enough. I’m sorry. I hope I get to meet you one day.