My Jelly Bean
Author: Anonymous Abortion Date: 1/1/2020
I honestly don’t know what to say.
I had you on New Years eve and I thought it was a good decision for everyone.
Now I don’t know what to do. Everyone blames me and the only support I have is your father when he isn’t busy.
I want to pick a pretty park for you and to have our family all together but no one likes each other and its fight after fight. It’s so hard. I would have never wanted you to be in this world seeing all of this. Everyone being fake to use their advantages.
I still don’t know what to do. I think you if you were here, you would be telling me what to do. I wish I had more support and to prove that everything is okay.
I am so so sorry. I am trying for you. I am so sorry. I hope you are not hurt in heaven. I love you so much, I wish you could give me a sign on what to do.
I am so sorry, I love you so much.