I think of you all the time

Author: My First Name
Birth Date: April 2016

I really messed up. I never would have thought I would feel the way I do now. I wish I could see you. I wish I could hold you. We should have tried to figure things out and make it work. I would have been the best mom. You would of had the best father. Our love would have been enough. But we were selfish and made so many mistakes. We still are. Now I’m just left with an emptiness inside me. I deserve it though. I am so sorry.