I am so so sorry my sweet little bean. You were about the size of a strawberry by then. I remember the ultrasound.. seeing your little arms and legs move around. You looked so peaceful. So unaware. My heart instantly broke. I cried during the procedure, not because of the physical pain, but because I(…)
I was so excited when I came to terms with the fact I might meet you, but in the end there was too many things against us. I wish things could have been different, I will always think of you and I am so so sorry 💔
My beloved, precious child. I wish I fully knew and understood the gravity and magnitude of what I was doing, when I let that doctor rip you from inside of me. I am truly sorry, my love. I hope you will forgive mommy and that I will get to see your little face and hold(…)
Dear Angel, You have been on my mind so much theses days. I wish that I had more courage when your father coerced me into that abortion. Would you have been a girl or a boy? Would you have someday been President or find the cure to a deadly disease? I dearly regret my decision(…)
I was seeing a man I worked with and soon fell head over in love. I was getting close to turning 21 and looking forward to living a life with him and then I found out I was pregnant. He shocked me! He wanted me to get an abortion. He set it up and basically(…)
To my son: I have regretted my decision for almost 36 years. I was 11 weeks in, but only thought it was about 8 weeks. When the Dr. told me it had been a boy, the enormity of what I had done was stunning. The regret has deepened over the years. How I wish someone(…)
My story started January 15th when I went to the doctor for some pain I’ve been feeling for years and decided to check it out since it was more consistent than usual. I peed in the cup like you’d usually do, 10 minutes went by and the partitioner came back into the room and told(…)
To my angel baby, I want to wish you a very Happy Birthday! Today would have been your 6th birthday. I just want you to know mommy loves you so much. And so does daddy Ari and Cam too. We released balloons today for you. I hope you like them. There’s not a day that(…)
My Dear Baby Wolfie. My precious little boy. My everything. I love you so very much and I am so sorry I took your life. I couldn’t bring you into this world knowing that you would never get a fair shot at life because of your disability. Your faith sealed at conception. Letting you go(…)
My sweet angel. My sweet baby. I’m so sorry I let your father coerce me into getting rid of you. Every night my soul is sad. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep properly. You are on my mind all day. This Friday, 1/22/21, makes a month since you’ve been gone. And it still feels like(…)
My angel babies. I am so sorry for not bringing you into this world. You would have brought so much love and happiness, and your older sisters would have loved you so much. I can’t explain why I did the awful things I did – I’ll never forgive myself, and I’ll never forget you. I(…)
I love you, don’t you ever think mommy didn’t or doesn’t love you.. I thought of you today and how it’s been almost a week since you’ve been out of mommy’s tummy. It hurts to think that I was the reason you’re gone now. it’s my deepest regret.. even though i’m just 17 I felt(…)
Today marks 29 years since your death. You will always be with me Emily.
To my precious unborn baby. I would give anything in this life to go back in time and not have done the awful thing I did, I never got to see you, to hear your heartbeat, but I felt you. I felt your little flutters in my tummy, the hungry appetite you gave me and(…)
My baby never knew love.