Noah Jeffrey Boone
Author: My First Name Baby Name: Noah Jeffrey Birth Date: February 2, 1974 Abortion Date: October 17th, 1973
Noah, this was the worst choice of my life. The doctor told me it would be like a miscarriage. He told me I was 16 weeks pregnant. I had a 2nd trimester abortion and I heard him tell the nurse he measured my water and I was 5 1/2 months pregnant. It was a horrid day for me and my Noah. Later when I read about 2nd trimester abortions I learned he was brutally murdered with salt solution and he felt every bit of the pain. I tried to take my life because why should I live when he had to be so brutally murdered! I had every pill I could find in my hand and God told me to look in the phone book. The first thing I saw was abortion alternative. I didn’t even know who I was calling but I dialed the number anyway. It was Boone Crisis Pregnancy. I went there as soon as I could. I had post abortion syndrome and didn’t even know of such. I went for 4 years of counseling. I went 23 years thinking God hated me but through counseling I learned God loved me and he totally forgave me and so does Noah. I couldn’t forgive myself though but recently I did just that. I can’t wait to hold him cause God is saving all that love for me. Every October 17th I cry but I know he’s with the best daddy he could have, Our Lord Jesus Christ. I love you Noah and I’ll see you and rock you soon! Your Mommy!
Kelly
Dec 09, 2020 @ 15:54:17
I clicked on your story and want you to know that I am crying with you too. In the Bible, there are specific promises about sad days turning to days of joy and difficult places becoming a place where sheep will pasture. In the Bible these places are the Valley of Achor and the Valley of Baca, but I also believe for some of us these places and dates are personal ones. Like your October 17th. I pray God restores joy to you and more in an even greater measure. Thank you for writing about forgiving yourself, because that is something I have struggled with regarding abortion as well. So glad we are forgiven! October 17th is my birthday. I will carry you in my heart on that day. You don’t cry alone <3 God bless you and keep you.
Jesus sees us! <3
"I long to see you so that I may impart to you some spiritual gift to make you strong— that is, that you and I may be mutually encouraged by each other’s faith."
Romans 1:11-12
Bobina
Oct 18, 2022 @ 09:13:46
I know how you’re feeling. Praying for you! <3