Always in my heart

Author: Christina
Baby Name: Gabriel
Birth Date: December
Abortion Date: July 2011

It was not a dream, it really happened.. There are no words to describe how terrible I feel about my choice. I had a choice and I made the worst one in my life! You were a bless, and your (daddy) and I were just so stupid and selfish. I remember feeling you, I loved you, not right away but my love became bigger as you grew. I think about you every single day! I’m not ashamed of you, but very ashamed of my choice. I can’t stop imagining how you would have looked like, if you would look like me or your dad. I CAN’T stop thinking about the life we would have had, a life with you.

No matter what people say you will always be my baby!

I’m so sorry, so sorry.. I would do ANYTHING to get you back. I want to hold you in my arms and give you all my love. You would have been definitely my entire world, the most precious and best thing in the world. Forgive me, I was young (I know its not an excuse and it isn’t) there are no words to justify what I did. But you will always be with me, and I will always be with you, you are my little baby boy and I will never forget you. May your soul be in with me and be happy.. Gabriel I love you.

I will never forget you, you will be forever and always in my heart!

Thank you God for all my blessings forgive me for my sins. Watch over my loved ones, amen.