I Can Only Imagine….

Author: Anonymous
Baby Name: Chrissy Jo
Birth Date: October 2014
Abortion Date: March 2014

I can only image what it will be like when I walk, by your side, I can only imagine what my eyes will see when your face is before me…..
This song takes on a whole new meaning to me now. I picture you, my baby girl. I believe you were a girl because of the vivid image/dream I had before I killed you. I am so sorry for being full of fear and not doing what I knew was right. I know that in Christ I am forgiven. It has been a month since I killed you, via the abortion pill. I am trying to forgive myself. The pain and brokenness is unbearable at times. One thing that helps me is knowing you are in heaven and never had to experience the pain of this world. I hope that you can forgive me. It has been tough on your father and I. I have learned to start making my own choices for my life, from this experience, and not allow anyone else to influence those decisions. Please know that I would give anything to have you back. I miss you and love you!