My dearest Joy

Author: Anonymous
Baby Name: Joy
Birth Date: January 18, 2014
Abortion Date: May 31, 2013

My love, not a day goes by without me thinking of you. I have loved you before you were inside me, and I will continue to love you before death. The first thought I have when I wake up is always what we would do together if you were here today. I regret every day that I took this decision. Through everything that has happened, I learned a lot. I learned that I was weak, that I got carried away by others’ wishes, that I didn’t stick by what I believe is right. That I didn’t speak up for myself, and more importantly, for you, my joy. I’m sorry that I learned all this at the expense of your life. But I promise that all of this will make me a better mother to your future brothers and sisters.