heart heavy with regret
Author: Thembeka Baby Name: Rain Birth Date: december 2015 Abortion Date: july 2015
Im sorry for being selfish and killing you,for taking away the smile you wouldv smiled the laughs,the excitement and little hugs.mommy loves you angel and by killing you i have killed myself….
Jan 06, 2016 @ 22:12:42
Hi Thembeka, I just read your memorial and my heart hurts for you! I can’t imagine the pain and hurt that you must be feeling. I wanted you to know that God loves you and there is nothing that you can do to yourself or anyone else including your precious baby, that can take that love of God away. He knows what happened and what was done and He still loves you. Your baby is safely in God’s tender arms and will always be. He wants you to turn to Him, He wants to love on you. I am quoting just a few verses that show how much God wants you and loves you and hurts because you are hurting. He is not holding your actions against you. He has forgiven you…now it is for you to forgive yourself. He died on the cross to forgive you and that love has and will never change. Never!
In the Bible it says that, “He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” Revelation 21:4
“He will again have compassion on us; he will tread our iniquities underfoot. You will cast all our sins into the depths of the sea.” Micah 7:19
“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.” John 3:16
The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. He will not always chide, nor will he keep his anger forever. He does not deal with us according to our sins, nor repay us according to our iniquities. “For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his steadfast love toward those who fear him; as far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions from us.” Psalm 103:8-12
Please know that I will be praying for you! I will be praying that you will find healing and that you will be surrounded by those who love you and more than anything that you will find your Saviour God and that He will indeed wipe away every tear from your eye and will comfort your heart.
With Christ’s love,
Marilyn
Feb 03, 2016 @ 05:15:29
Thanks a lot Marilyn for the comforting words