Author: Anonymous Birth Date: March 2020 Abortion Date: July 2019
In all honesty, I was never for pro choice or supported abortions. My decision to abort this pregnancy at 6 weeks was a fast decision. I am a mom of 3 and believe me it is very stressful at times. Being a full time mother to children all under the age of 10 is very difficult at times. Working full time and working on your degree just adds to the madness. I’ve always talked about having more children but when the time was right. Right now just didn’t seem like that time and I am crushed because I wanted you. I wanted another little baby to hold in my arms and love. I feel horrible every single day and I feel like I have no one to talk to. I feel like everyone is going to judge me for my decision. Often times I feel like my spouse is judging me for what I did. I alone can’t even accept the fact of what I have done. I am hurting and silently living with it.