If I could turn back time

Author: My First Name
Baby Name: Robin
Birth Date: December 1984
Abortion Date: May 1984

It was 1984. I was a senior in H.S. and my family life was abusive. I was scared and I wanted this “problem” to go away. And yet I also wanted you too. I regretted the decision to end your life from the second it was done. I never forgot about you. I always knew how old you would be. I never knew if you were a boy or a girl. I named you Robin. ROB from your father’s name and IN from mine. I pray God (and you) can forgive me and that I’m good enough make it to heaven to see you one day. You have 3 siblings. One a miscarriage that is with you in heaven and two on earth. One knows about you and the other will in time. I LOVE you. Mom