I’m Sorry

Author: My First Name
Birth Date: 3-24-19
Abortion Date: 8-8-18

I think about you constantly, what it would be like to hold you in my arms and what you would look like. I had a strong feeling that you were a girl. I did not take your life out of malice and please know that I love you dearly. I regret deeply what I did everyday, however I was left feeling desperate and is if I had no other option. My father was going to throw me out of the house and I couldn’t bring you into a homeless life being raised by me, a 20 year old with severe depression who was being abused by your father that was going to leave the both of us. I’m sorry everyday that you had to be conceived this way. I apologize I didn’t fight hard enough to let you live.