I’m sorry.

Author: Audrey
Baby Name: Cody

I made a choice that the world said was mine to make. It shouldn’t have been. You came from me, lived in me, but once you were created, you weren’t my choice to make. You were alive, growing, feeling. You were becoming an incredible person, a world changer. I wonder who you would have grown up to be. Would you have cured cancer or taught children or had a lifetime full of adventure? I should have helped you get there. I wonder about the woman you would have married, the father you might have been. I think about the mother I can never have the opportunity to be again. More than my heart was scarred beyond recognition on the day I took your life. I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry. I’ll love you for the rest of my life. Stay safe with Jesus til I see you again.