Mariah
Author: My First Name Baby Name: Mariah Birth Date: 1991 Abortion Date: 1991
Heart break, Womb ache, No candles on the cake…
I was raped, then made the choice,To remove “The tissue” like “they said” in a sweet voice.
Finger pricked, got in a gown,”The Tissue” found with Ultrasound…. I couldn’t hear, I couldn’t see…
The monitor was turned around…
Still on the table they strapped me down…
Once injected, the nice Nurse left… I cried God help me… Alone upset, no one heard my plea…
Too late, I took the bait, No nice Nurse, no empathy…
Dead stares looking back at me, vaccutainers covered in booties…
I knew then I lost a part of me… Went home, curled up alone with no where to grieve…
28 years in shame I cried…
I kept the secret stuffed inside…
Now knowing that I took a life… With constant thoughts of suicide.
What could I do?
No one knew… What I was going through…
Now pressing through recovery, By Gods’ Grace and Mercy…I give this testimony to you.
The first 6 weeks of 9 months due. An embryo is NOT “tissue” That “they” removed… IT WAS MY BABY!!! AND GOD’S BABY TOO!!!
God knows us before we’re formed… And calls us by name before we’re born.
And for those that can hear let them hear… MARIAH LIVES! and Heaven’s where… He wiped away her every tear.
And with true repentance on 3/3/19… I took communion and felt GODs’ Peace… No longer bound, I’ve been set free…
By Jesus Christ the King of Kings!
And By The Way…
Mariah’s name….
In Hebrew means…
The Lord who teaches me.
By Patricia M DiSaverio 3/12/19
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Oct 15, 2020 @ 11:04:59
This is an amazing, heart wrenching story. Thank you for sharing it. Since you posted it publicly here I’m hoping that it’s ok to share it. Your story reveals the truth of abortion killing a person and that every life is sacred no matter how it began. God bless you and pour His favor on you as you tell your story, Patricia!! The world needs to hear it!
Oct 15, 2020 @ 12:29:21
This is absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking all at once, you have an amazing gift! I’m so glad you found God’s peace. Blessings to you and your sweet Mariah, I know you’ll meet again in Heaven
Oct 16, 2020 @ 09:29:30
Thank you Marla, for your words of encouragement. I believe what man intends for evil God will use for Good. Genesis50:20 So Yes, please feel free to share my testimony with those that need to hear it.
Oct 16, 2020 @ 09:45:12
Sarah, I feel truly Blessed that I was able to touch you. Blessing to you, as well
Oct 15, 2020 @ 13:16:14
What a sweet and powerful message your life has!
Oct 16, 2020 @ 09:37:10
Thank you Gretchen for you Confirmation.
Oct 17, 2020 @ 19:17:58
I too am on a road to recovery. Your story touched my heart deeply. Thank you for sharing it.
Denise
Oct 19, 2020 @ 16:39:01
Denise welcome to the road to recovery. It can be bumpy at times, but never give up, keep pressing through and above all else learn to surrender. I would highly recommend a book called Surrendering The Secret, written by Pat Layton that helped me get to where I am today, full of Peace and Joy.