Mateo and Lorelai
My sweet babies. I think of how you would have looked like. I wonder how you smell and who you cloud have become. I couldn’t bring you into this world without knowing we couldn’t provide everything you deserve. Yes , we would have loved you but financially we couldn’t provide. Even though your father and I are no longer together, we plan to celebrate what would have been your birthday. I wish to hold you and kiss your little head. I wish to raise you into the wonderful children you could’ve been. I regret it so much but it had to be done. I love you and think of you all the time.