my first.

Author: Anonymous
Baby Name: A.
Birth Date: March 2016
Abortion Date: August 2015

my first born . im so sorry i have done this to you i know you are up in heaven now , but oh what i would have done to bring you into this world. i wish i knew the pain i would feel after you were gone from me. one moment you were here and the next… you were gone. i dream so often of you. i love you more than i love myself and i have never even laid eyes on me . you depended on me . and i let you down in the worst way possible .everywhere i see a little baby or a pregnant mommy i think to myself how that should be me . that should be you happy and growing . please if you are reading this and haven’t yet made the mistake of abortion , don’t ruin yourself emotionally like i have done myself.