My Sweet Angel…
Author: Anonymous Birth Date: August 2021 Abortion Date: December 22, 2020
My sweet angel. My sweet baby. I’m so sorry I let your father coerce me into getting rid of you. Every night my soul is sad. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep properly. You are on my mind all day. This Friday, 1/22/21, makes a month since you’ve been gone. And it still feels like yesterday. Daddy left me to deal with all this pain alone and even though he’s distant, has still continued to make things hell for me. I think about how much I wanted to give you a life I never had and how I still do. But you’re gone now. Daddy, his friends and his family keep telling me “You were only seven weeks.” “Plenty of other women had abortions.” “Get over it.” And so many other painful things. But it doesn’t take away the fact that you were there. I felt the changes in my body with you there I loved oh so much. I still feel you near me. I won’t ever be able to fully forgive myself for losing you. I wish you were still here. My sweet darling, I love you more than words can say. More than anyone on this earth. I’ve had dreams about you and sometimes to fill the void even for a few seconds, I’ll hold an empty blanket and close my eyes and pretend you’re there. Or I’ll close my eyes and just think that I’m walking along the shore of a dark beach, holding you. There’s so many painful words I can express and say… I’ve prayed and wanted to die for the past month just to be with you. I’m so sorry, hayati. I’m so sorry. Please forgive mommy. I love you more than words or my heart can ever express. I love you infinitely… انا احبك
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Jan 30, 2021 @ 00:51:59
I’m so sorry…. This is so heartbreaking. I see that your heart is broken for your child you will never know. Your mother’s love and the regret for what you did must be totally devastating to you. Please know that God loves you and offers you forgiveness in Jesus Christ if you will turn to him in faith. He loves you even more than you love your own child. He loves you so much that he offered his only son on the cross for your sin, so you can find forgiveness and redemption. This is the Father’s love for you and for the whole world if you will only accept it! Don’t give up. He will carry you…..
Feb 23, 2021 @ 11:36:59
Please dont be to hard on yourself.
I felt so sad for you reading your story.
Regardless what anyone says your little Sweetheart will be waiting for you in Heaven.
As for forgiveness, God is good he will forgive if you believe and ask him, you little Sweetheart is playing in God’s Garden.
Honestly it will take time to move on from this
( though of couse you wont forget your little baby)
The best to do is keeping talking to your child everyday, it understands you were put under terrible presure.
You will meet someone, somewhere in your life who will appriciate you, and you will go on and have children.
If you do say prayers, pray to our lady she will help you come to terms someway.
Be good and God Bless you.
Were really about you.
Patrick White Dublin Ireland
Feb 23, 2021 @ 13:33:59
MY HEART ACHES FOR ALL WHO CAN IDENTIFY TO THE STORY. I MISCARRIED ONCE………BROKE MY HEART. I ALREADY HAD TWO WONDERFUL DAUGHTERS………BUT, WAS EXCITED WHEN I LEARNED I WAS PREGNANT AGAIN. HOWEVER, FOR SOME REASON, A COUPLE OF WEEKS LATER, I LOST MY THIRD CHILD “TO BE”……..I JUST HAVE TO TRUST OUR LORD FOR EACH DAY…..AND BE GRATEFUL FOR THE PRECIOUS FAMILY I DO HAVE. GOD BLESS YOU, TODAY AND EVERY DAY…..ALWAYS, JACQUE
Feb 24, 2021 @ 02:20:01
I am really touched to go through your feelings. If your child would have gone by God’s will naturally, your feelings would have been different. Though still you would have missed him/her, but in present case you are feeling guilty also. We believe that God is all forgiving and merciful so ask for repentance. He will not only forgive you but bestow peace on your mind and heart. One thing for your compensation also, do let people know about this fact, that abortion is not a right of women, its devastating for them, a pain for them forever. At UN CSW, in a session i have seen and heard women crying when narrating their stories of abortions and missing their angles….so join pro life groups and advocate against abortions.