My Sweet Spot Of Sunshine

Author: Jessica
Baby Name: Chaya/Chayim
Birth Date: 20-24/8/2014
Abortion Date: 10/1/2014

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You’ll never know dear, how much I loved you.

But I gave you away.
I know ..almost nothing about you, love, but you knew everything of me. We tried to name you, but.. Even after we split up, I knew it was not right. I’ve struggled with what to call you, but you deserve the dignity of a name at least.

Today, I found your name.

Chaya, Chayim. The female and male variants. Darling, it means life. And you are the most important moment yet, in mine.

I am so sorry. If there is a God, may he and his angels watch over you.