Please forgive me, Trevor

Author: My First Name
Baby Name: Trevor
Abortion Date: May 1976

My sweet boy, please forgive me. I took your life for selfish reasons. Your father was a drunk and I was afraid to do this myself. If I could take back what I did I would in a heartbeat. I would choose you over me over and over and over again without a doubt. I think about you all the time. You would be my second child. You have two sisters and another brother Nathan. I believe with all my heart God will let me conceive you again and we will carry on where we left off and I will hold you in my arms and give you all the love you could ever want, and we will all be a family like I dream about every day. Living for that day is what keeps me going. I love you Trevor and I can’t wait to see you. Love Mom