To my precious Bentley…
Author: Wendy Baby Name: Bentley Birth Date: August 2015 Abortion Date: March 2015
Oh my sweet sweet Bentley… How I wish I could’ve just put my foot down and said no. I wish I could’ve rejected your fathers insistence on us doing this… It’s not his fault though baby. I was scared too, I know all the feelings he was feeling, but since I’m your mommy I felt some things differently and more strongly. He would’ve loved you Bentley and he still loves you I promise. He regrets this just as much as I do. I know he does. I see the sadness in his eyes… He sees the sadness in my eyes and I know it hurts him… He got a tattoo with your name baby. He loves you. And only God knows how much I love you and wish things were different. I love you my sweet, precious angel. I love you more than anything and please forgive me… I wish I would’ve had the chance to hold you and kiss your soft cheeks and feel your tiny fingers and toes and comfort you when you cry, but I threw it away and I’ll probably always hate myself for it. Just forgive me baby… I’m so so sorry… Mommy and Daddy love you…
Mar 19, 2015 @ 23:23:40
Your baby has forgiven you. Here is a poem I wrote from the standpoint of the baby I aborted on March 2, 1979.
Don’t cry for me. I’m here with Jesus, safe in His love.
Just wait “til you get here and see what’s above.
The sparkle of diamonds, the glitter of gold;
the face of my Jesus I daily behold.
I’m never sad – I never cry – I never ask my Jesus, “Why?”
Thank you for forgiving us Baby, Love, Mom