Sorry

Author: Anonymous
Abortion Date: 13/08/18

I’m sorry for doing this to you, I did love you. I wanted to know if you were a boy or a girl, I wanted to hold you in my arms, I wanted to see your beautiful face for the first time, I wanted to here you cry, I wanted to see you smile, I wanted to watch you grow up and experience lots of different things with you. I wish I could of seen your first steps, heard you say your first words. I’m sorry for what I have done. I could have given you all the love in the world, but I know I couldn’t support you in other ways. I’m not financially stable, i don’t have my own house, I’m not in the right mind frame. But I would have loved you no matter what. I did want you, but I was scared you wouldn’t want a mother like me. I wanted to give you everything but right now I can’t. I could only give you love and in this world it isn’t enough. I’m so sorry for what I’ve done I do love you, I have loved you since I first found out about you. I will love you for the rest of my life. I’m sorry.