To Sweet Sara From Your Mother A Murderer
Sweet Sara…I listened to the screaming lies of the world instead of the truth of the still small voice of God inside of me. I murdered you in cold blood through abortion. I thought there would be no consequences. However, as I lay on the table while they drained your life from my womb I knew what I was doing was wrong. When I got home I cried and cried and cried. This is the part the liars don’t tell you about…the hole that is left in your heart for the rest of your life. I know I am forgiven by Jesus. I will see you my precious daughter in heaven. I look forward to that day when I can wrap my arms around you and tell you how much I love you. “This day I call the heavens and the earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live…” Deuteronomy 30:19
Jan 31, 2017 @ 19:59:35
In May 2014, I also wrote my true abortion story called Baby Rose in Heaven. I aborted my baby at 7- weeks gestation. I wrote about my coming to terms with my abortion, and then came my repentance and restoration. Perhaps it may help you see post-abortive mothers in the light of God’s mercy and grace.
I admire your bravery to share your true story. Living in your truth will free you to be real and authentic with trusted friends and family members. It is the beginning of the healing of your deeply wounded heart.
My husband and I had our baby’s name engraved on a Memorial Bench for the Unborn, located at our local cemetery. It gave our deceased child, who we always felt was a girl, the dignity that she rightfully deserved. We named her Rose.
I have been volunteering at the local pro-life pregnancy center for the past four years. God’s spirit has directed me to help others by influencing them, whenever possible, to not make the same fatal mistake that I made in June 1971. My prayer is that they will choose life!
Blessings to you on your spiritual journey.