To my angel

Author: Anonymous
Abortion Date: 3.4.2013

It has been three years today. I only ask you for forgiveness! I so wanted you in my life. When you came, I felt I wasn’t ready physically. I felt weak to take a stand for you. I did not think that I am capable of looking after a third child. I wanted to say, that I am so sorry! I could have said ‘No’, even while I dreaded to hear my name being called at the waiting area. Why did I listened to everyone and was a lead to believe that I was not strong enough? I feel sorry and will never forgive myself for letting you go. You would have been lived the same way as your brother and sister. I am so so sorry to let you go. Please forgive me! I want to say that I loved you and I am so sorry!