To my baby boy

Author: Anonymous
Baby Name: Sean
Birth Date: October 2015

I made the absolute worse decision EVER. I am not sure how to cope. The depression I feel is very real. At this point in my life I have no one to truly confide in. Seeing the ultrasound and my baby made everything so real and at that point I wanted to run out. I didn’t , mainly because I wasn’t ready and had no support from my boyfriend. To this day he doesn’t realize his actions forced me to the decision. I don’t know how long this pain will last but I miss my baby. Im not sure what I was having but my heart is saying it was a baby boy and that’s what I will go with.

I miss him everyday and I will always remember the feeling of being pregnant and how excited I was.