To my little bean

Author: Anonymous
Birth Date: October 2021

I am so so sorry my sweet little bean. You were about the size of a strawberry by then. I remember the ultrasound.. seeing your little arms and legs move around. You looked so peaceful. So unaware. My heart instantly broke. I cried during the procedure, not because of the physical pain, but because I realized I’d never hold you, never sing to you, never watch you grow. I feel like such a terrible mother. I’ll never get the image of you out of my head.. I’ll never forget you my precious little bean. I hope you forgive me and understand how hard it was to make that decision. Please know I’ve always loved you and will never stop loving you.