Your tiny hands

Author: My First Name
Baby Name: Bean
Birth Date: March 19, 2018
Abortion Date: July 29, 2017

I had to delay the abortion because I had an overseas trip to another continent for work and the doctor did not want to me to develop complications on the flight. All I kept thinking was that by the time I will be doing the surgery you would have had formed hands. Tiny hands with wedges for fingers. You would be about the size of a pea but you would still have tiny perfect hands.

You probably had perfect hands when I destroyed you, when I suctioned my pea-sized baby out of me. I wish things were different and I could have kept you.