Coming from a liberal background, a certain disbelief occasions the words as I place them. I want to acknowledge that my highschool/college sweetheart, were not safe when it came to intimacy. In a 2 year span, we went through three pregnancies. The first, our senior year of high school, was, I earnestly believe out of(…)
To my angel baby, I want to wish you a very Happy Birthday! Today would have been your 6th birthday. I just want you to know mommy loves you so much. And so does daddy Ari and Cam too. We released balloons today for you. I hope you like them. There’s not a day that(…)
My daughter was 19 I never knew about you until after you were gone. I’ve supported my daughter I love her and I love you. I’ve cried about you and pray for you always. I visited today the memorial gardens where your ashes were scattered. I found out just recently that’s where you were. I(…)
My Dear Baby Wolfie. My precious little boy. My everything. I love you so very much and I am so sorry I took your life. I couldn’t bring you into this world knowing that you would never get a fair shot at life because of your disability. Your faith sealed at conception. Letting you go(…)
Each breath untaken Each laugh unheard Each smile unseen Each tear undried These moments live in our hearts for eternity Know that while we could not keep you You are always loved and missed, alltid Mamma and Papa
My sweet angel. My sweet baby. I’m so sorry I let your father coerce me into getting rid of you. Every night my soul is sad. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep properly. You are on my mind all day. This Friday, 1/22/21, makes a month since you’ve been gone. And it still feels like(…)
My angel babies. I am so sorry for not bringing you into this world. You would have brought so much love and happiness, and your older sisters would have loved you so much. I can’t explain why I did the awful things I did – I’ll never forgive myself, and I’ll never forget you. I(…)
I love you, don’t you ever think mommy didn’t or doesn’t love you.. I thought of you today and how it’s been almost a week since you’ve been out of mommy’s tummy. It hurts to think that I was the reason you’re gone now. it’s my deepest regret.. even though i’m just 17 I felt(…)
Today marks 29 years since your death. You will always be with me Emily.
To my precious unborn baby. I would give anything in this life to go back in time and not have done the awful thing I did, I never got to see you, to hear your heartbeat, but I felt you. I felt your little flutters in my tummy, the hungry appetite you gave me and(…)
My baby never knew love.
To my sweet older brother(at least I feel you would have been a boy). I’m sorry our parents were young and not brave enough to have you. I always felt there was a sibling out there I was missing. Unfortunately, I didn’t know you had passed until I was in my 20s. Looking back I(…)
Dear baby Nic, I am truely sorry for being so selfish, ignorant, unloving to have made that choice. I am regretting it everyday. For years, I have pretended I was ok, but I’m not. My biggest mistake was not being brave enough to carry you forward, not understanding how important you were to my future.(…)
Dear Timothy, I imagine that you were a boy even though there was no way to know at 10 weeks. I loved your father but I felt I was drifting with him and I needed to figure my life out. When I became pregnant I sat alone in our apartment and wondered what your soul(…)
To my little child of God in Heaven, not a day goes by that I dont think of you. I am truly sorry for being so selfish, ignorant, unholy, unloving to have made the decision to abort you. The moment I did it, I regretted it. I think of the young adult you would be(…)