I love you
I miss you so much. I know you are in heaven with Jesus and one day we will meet. I was young and stupid. I wish I knew what I know now. Forgive me. I love you so much.
Mother
My Baby Boy
I was so happy the day I found out you existed inside me. My heart overflowing with joy when I saw you on that screen… I felt like you were my misscarried baby come back to me. The little boy that I always wanted. Your dad was an awful man, had I kept you… you(…)
I miss you, and regret my decision...
Gabriel, I agonized over this decision for such a long time. When I finally took that evil pill, I knew I had made a mistake. I called the abortion reversal line and took a huge dose of progesterone to counter it but it didn’t save you. I miss you so much my baby boy. I(…)
Embry
I love you deeply, and my greatest wish is that other people would have met you. I don’t regret what happened, but I miss you all the time. I hope you know that all the work I’ve done to better myself is because of you. I want the world to know you existed, even if(…)
My Love, My Son
I will always mourn and cry over the loss of your life in 1981, at my will. In my heart I know you would have been my son; I’ve named you Jeffrey. Had I to do it all over again, I would be celebrating your life now with you. I will rejoice when in Heaven,(…)
My Angel Baby
My sweet baby boy, as I am so young, 14, and finding out I was pregnant, I knew if I brought you into this world you wouldn’t have what I’d wanted to give you. I love you always son, at 13 weeks pregnant I decided to do it. I’ll never forget you and never stop(…)
My Little Angel
It’s been more than a year now but you go through my mind every single day without fail. To be really honest, I always imagine about your first birthday, your first word, your first step, every single magical moment about you. There are no memories of you left here, no trace of your presence either.(…)
For Llewellyn Hisashi: I’ll Alwa...
Not even a mere 2 months ago would I have imagined I would have to cremate and scatter my own flesh and blood. If someone had told me that this day, I would have to do that, I would have told them to go to hell, because I knew that would never have to happen.(…)
If I’d only knew
I was so young and selfish. If I’d only knew what I was doing! It’s as though I didn’t even know or considered that I was taking a life. How could I? I’m so very, very, sorry. As I see the beautiful faces of the grandchildren that I now have and I think, there would(…)
My Golden Heart
I might not have a picture or an image of you or even a place to put flowers on your anniversary, but you left me with your sweet soul that keeps me going each day. Things happened the way they did and I know you forgave me and each day I miss you, I miss(…)
If I could turn back time
It was 1984. I was a senior in H.S. and my family life was abusive. I was scared and I wanted this “problem” to go away. And yet I also wanted you too. I regretted the decision to end your life from the second it was done. I never forgot about you. I always knew(…)
Until My Last Breath
The rapid decision to abort my pregnancy was the most difficult decision I have ever made. I felt ending my unwanted pregnancy would resolve the problem at hand. But all it did was create new ones that have left me with a broken heart and regret that I know will last a lifetime. I’m married(…)
Abortion
I just want you to know how much mummy loves you. I will forever and ever. I don’t ever want you to think I didn’t love you or that you weren’t enough for me because you were everything I wanted and more. Mummy just wasn’t in the right place and I would want you to(…)
Forever missing you
As it comes closer to your due date, I keep thinking of you more and more. My decision haunts me to this day. I’m sorry I never gave you a chance at life. I made a rapid decision when I felt I had no other choice. I loved you from the day I found out(…)
To Angel
Angel is the name I gave you because I didn’t know if you were a girl or boy and because I know you are an angel and that God is holding you safely. I am so so so sorry, my sweet Angel. It has been 10 years this year without you and I think about(…)