I’m so sorry
I am so so sorry, I regret it everyday and I should have listened to my gut. I could have given you the best life if I believed in myself, mummy loves you and I wish I could take it all back
Mother
NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF! We were told...
My ONLY child I’d ever have (I’m 57 & have no children) would be in his or her 20’s now (2021). Back then there were no EARLY sonogram. We honestly believed what we were told, it was tissue at the beginning. I gave myself til the 6th wk to have my abortion or not. The(…)
I’m so sorry
My baby I’m so sorry! Your big brother needs all my care round the clock and I am so sorry I couldn’t keep you. You’d be 2 this week and I’m absolutely broken. My heart breaks every single day,there’s nothing I regret more than ending your life. I hope one day we’ll meet again and(…)
In Memorium
Hello little bean, I miss you everyday. I will never forget how I felt when I saw you at the sonogram. My heart broke when I realised the choice I had to make. I want you to know that I did what I had to do cause I love you very much. And I know(…)
I wish I could’ve met you
I was only 17 when i got pregnant with you, and I was told you were only the size of a jelly bean when I made the decision that I did. I am so sorry that I never gave you the chance to see our world and I know now what a selfish decision it(…)
My baby Sam
To my missing piece. It’s been just over a year and not a day goes by that I don’t think of you and wish I got the chance to cuddle you. I look at your big brother and wonder if you’d have his same brown eyes or love for reading. I look at your big(…)
My Empty Arms
My empty arms remind me daily of the terrible thing I did to you, all not knowing. I believed the lie that you were just a blob of tissue, but now I have seen how perfectly you were formed at just 3 months old. A courageous young doctor told me, after my third miscarriage, that(…)
My Lil Bean
To my little bean, you weren’t planned at all. I was on birth control the hospital failed to ask me if I was on birth control when prescribing me antibiotics and I didn’t know that they would cancel out my birth control. I was lucky enough to find out you existed around 4 weeks and(…)
To my little bean
I am so so sorry my sweet little bean. You were about the size of a strawberry by then. I remember the ultrasound.. seeing your little arms and legs move around. You looked so peaceful. So unaware. My heart instantly broke. I cried during the procedure, not because of the physical pain, but because I(…)
I miss you already
I was so excited when I came to terms with the fact I might meet you, but in the end there was too many things against us. I wish things could have been different, I will always think of you and I am so so sorry 💔
My Innocent Unborn Baby
My beloved, precious child. I wish I fully knew and understood the gravity and magnitude of what I was doing, when I let that doctor rip you from inside of me. I am truly sorry, my love. I hope you will forgive mommy and that I will get to see your little face and hold(…)
To My Baby
Dear Angel, You have been on my mind so much theses days. I wish that I had more courage when your father coerced me into that abortion. Would you have been a girl or a boy? Would you have someday been President or find the cure to a deadly disease? I dearly regret my decision(…)
MY BIGGEST REGRET
I was seeing a man I worked with and soon fell head over in love. I was getting close to turning 21 and looking forward to living a life with him and then I found out I was pregnant. He shocked me! He wanted me to get an abortion. He set it up and basically(…)
No, it wasnt just a clump of cells...
To my son: I have regretted my decision for almost 36 years. I was 11 weeks in, but only thought it was about 8 weeks. When the Dr. told me it had been a boy, the enormity of what I had done was stunning. The regret has deepened over the years. How I wish someone(…)
My story and to my little baby
My story started January 15th when I went to the doctor for some pain I’ve been feeling for years and decided to check it out since it was more consistent than usual. I peed in the cup like you’d usually do, 10 minutes went by and the partitioner came back into the room and told(…)