My sweet angel. My sweet baby. I’m so sorry I let your father coerce me into getting rid of you. Every night my soul is sad. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep properly. You are on my mind all day. This Friday, 1/22/21, makes a month since you’ve been gone. And it still feels like(…)
My angel babies. I am so sorry for not bringing you into this world. You would have brought so much love and happiness, and your older sisters would have loved you so much. I can’t explain why I did the awful things I did – I’ll never forgive myself, and I’ll never forget you. I(…)
I love you, don’t you ever think mommy didn’t or doesn’t love you.. I thought of you today and how it’s been almost a week since you’ve been out of mommy’s tummy. It hurts to think that I was the reason you’re gone now. it’s my deepest regret.. even though i’m just 17 I felt(…)
Today marks 29 years since your death. You will always be with me Emily.
To my precious unborn baby. I would give anything in this life to go back in time and not have done the awful thing I did, I never got to see you, to hear your heartbeat, but I felt you. I felt your little flutters in my tummy, the hungry appetite you gave me and(…)
My baby never knew love.
To my sweet older brother(at least I feel you would have been a boy). I’m sorry our parents were young and not brave enough to have you. I always felt there was a sibling out there I was missing. Unfortunately, I didn’t know you had passed until I was in my 20s. Looking back I(…)
Dear baby Nic, I am truely sorry for being so selfish, ignorant, unloving to have made that choice. I am regretting it everyday. For years, I have pretended I was ok, but I’m not. My biggest mistake was not being brave enough to carry you forward, not understanding how important you were to my future.(…)
Dear Timothy, I imagine that you were a boy even though there was no way to know at 10 weeks. I loved your father but I felt I was drifting with him and I needed to figure my life out. When I became pregnant I sat alone in our apartment and wondered what your soul(…)
To my little child of God in Heaven, not a day goes by that I dont think of you. I am truly sorry for being so selfish, ignorant, unholy, unloving to have made the decision to abort you. The moment I did it, I regretted it. I think of the young adult you would be(…)
I’m sorry I wasn’t too close of a friend to your mom, so I had know about your precious coming. My heart breaks with the words “a baby wasn’t a part of our plan”. I know you’re now in Heaven looking down on her and on your daddy. God inspired me to name you and(…)
I love and miss you both still so very much and I always will. I hope you know I love you and I’m so sorry. I hope one day to be reunited with you in Heaven!
I am so sorry. At the time I was 24 and felt that my life was over. The song by the Specials Too Much Too Young was too familiar. I was surrounded at home by many kids and had seen Too Much Too Young in reality. I knew I didn’t want any of that for(…)
My dearest oldest baby. Today you would have been 21 years old. 21!!! Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you. I think I am the only one who does. That’s okay too. Your Daddy was too young to understand and honestly so was I. He may have forgotten you but I(…)
I was 22 years old, already a mother of a 2 year old that had to be raised in a broken home. I was engaged to my now husband when I found out I was expecting. I cried because it wasn’t suppose to happen. I had been taken Plan B on the occasions condoms weren’t(…)