30 Years This Week
Thirty years ago this week, I made the life altering decision to abort my baby. I am so very sorry for what I did to you. I’ve never forgotten you, I will always love you, and I anticipate the day when I will see you in heaven.
Parents
Zack , We miss you
Son, Happy 1st birthday. I am sorry that I cannot be here with you. We miss you very much. Your mum and I are doing well. Please don’t worry too much about us. I hope you are happy in heaven. Have you made any friends? Don’t be stupid like your dad or stubborn like your(…)
To my baby
I’m so srry I made the choice to abort you.. your daddy was scared and so was I. We have your 4 brothers and sister and it just seemed to much. I didn’t wanna abort you but your daddy at the time thought it was best.which I think he now regrets after seeing you during(…)
To My Children In Heaven
My name is Starr Rogers and I want to tell you my story of God’s Grace and forgiveness. At age 16, I was married. A few years later I became involved with a married man. We had an affair that produced a daughter, which I passed off as my husband’s child. Our affair lasted 10(…)
Please pray for your Momma
Words can never express my regret of loosing you my child to abortion. Please pray for your Momma she was a confused nineteen year old girl. If you were here today you would be my second eldest son of forty years old. I love you Joachim my heart always long to hold you. Years after(…)
Forgiveness & Love
Although I do not punish myself for doing something in the faith that it was helping my future, and it would be wrong to have a child and be a child without securing the babies future, I still look at the daughter I have today and wonder what could have been, what should have been.(…)
Baby Maggie
To my sweet baby Maggie. I think you would have been a girl. i wanted you so much. I love your father, he is my true love and to have you be our child was amazing. Our lives are complicated. We are both with other people, but finances keep us from being together right now.(…)
To My Baby Who Never Had A Chance
To my baby who never had a chance to life his name was Thomas I was a senior in high school I was 18 years old it was 1979. My parents told me to get a abortion and I did they even paid for it. I really didn’t know what I was doing then 6(…)
My three babies, Jack, Max, Isabel...
I was depressed, spiraling into alcoholism after the breakup of a 7-year relationship with my high school sweetheart. He had cheated on me; I found out through my Gyno when she told me I had Chlamydia. After the breakup, I stopped using birth control, convinced I would never love again. I got pregnant from a(…)
the littlest fighter
At the age of 16 I found out I was pregnant, I was to scared to tell my parents so I listened to the advice of my boyfriend and friends, everyone I spoke to said, ” You can’t have a baby your too young” but everything in me wanted to keep my baby. One night(…)
everythings is ok
I forgive myself its not easy to do. I ask God to forgive me i know he does. I learned my lesson. Every child has a purpose i took that away. Trying to make others happy instead of myself is something i will no longer do.
To my lost babies
My dear babies, I never got to meet you, you were in this world for such a short while. My selfishness and weaknesses cause me to choose your end before your beginning was able to truly blossom. I think of you so often, even after your brothers and sister were born, I wonder what you(…)
I wish I was stronger
I lost my virginity at age 15, and I became pregnant. When my mother found out she immediately made an appointment at the clinic for an abortion. She never asked me what I wanted or what I believed in-I wish I had been stronger and advocated for you. I remember being driven to the clinic(…)
My baby
I was nearly 16 years old when I made the biggest mistake of my life, giving you up. Not a day goes bye where I dont cry over you. I imagine your face, your laugh, your smile. I was scared, alone. My mum and your dad pushed me towards giving you up and I was(…)
Little one
Hello little one, so it’s been a year since I was pregnant with you. God. An entire year, how life has changed. This year has been my unluckiest and I can’t help but think that it’s punishment for not defending you. Me and your daddy aren’t together anymore, we were so young, 19 and at(…)